A raw, intimate coming-of-age memoir by renowned manga creator Shuzo Oshimi. How do you live when each day might be your brother's last? Is moving forward with his own life a betrayal of his disabled younger brother...? While Shuzo obsesses over his middle school lost love, his college girlfriend pressures him to marry her--and his parents pressure him not to. Then his first manga gets published. Happiness may come from pleasing yourself or others, but it always comes with a price...